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LOOOOOONG Time No Update

2007-08-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

Woohoo Today is a very special day because.................................................
I finally completed all my assignment!!!Hurray!I'm Loving IT!But oso very sad as I am gotta have a test ON THURSDAY!Dot dot dot...wat a turn of event....*shake head*Wish mi luck on thursday ok everybody?:D

1 of the most sianzation part is I have to stay back for two semesters omg =.=...NO FYP FOR MI NEXT SEM~but bo bian life goes on still so I have to grind my teeth and move on with it T_T

ok today shall have a short short post since all my friends say my post is like a essay...damn~

Our Life Is Decided By Ourselves And Not Others

2007-06-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

Is Loving a 17 year old a illness?Is it a illness for a teacher to love her student?If my loving him is a illness, I will never wanted to be cured.I want to be ill. - coded from a show by a chio bu....wahahaha if some1 says to his/her beloved 1,he/she will be touched to death~ ^^

Now in this world, is very hard to find a true love tt u love so dearly.You may found he/her but he/she may not love u like u do and may just play ard with u.When u have found her/he and he think otherwise, rem not cherished the connection tt you both shared.It is 1 of the precious things tt u can get in this world of reality.

Some words of advice 4 some ppl which is always shaken by looks.It doesnt matter what you look like.You still look human do you?U just need the confidence to approach the gal to tell her, "I like u". You do nt have to care wat is the outcome as it is already beyond your control tt you can be with her/he or not.The most impt thing is to tell her/him your feelings and see if he/she likes u too.If he/she does, u would be the happiest man on Earth and if he/she does not, tell yourself tt u tried at least,better den to have regrets in your life.Well some ppl will take heed and some wont as every1 has their own opinions on things on life and some has different thinkings as others.It is all up to u to decide wat you want in life.U can decide wat the others want but u can decide wat u want and go 4 it.If it fails,at the very least,u can tell urself tt u done wat you could.

Love is a very simple feeling tt u would have.But it is something tt it will change consistently 4 some ppl while some love their loved ones from then to their death.There is alot of things tt would happen between the path to marriage.But if both of you could put ur heart in making things right,communicate out wat both of u are thinking of and nt to let your other half guessing.Solve your problems when u have them straightaway and don let it drag on.You are on a better path.At the very least,tts wat I think.When you really love some1,your heart will feel it and most imptly,the 1 you loved will feel it.You will wanna see her/him, pampered her/him, hug tightly and nv let go of each other, do wat you can to make her/him happy.With true love, 1 who experience it will grow up to be an adult. An adult which is responsible, think further and intelligently, plan ahead, minimize the mistakes tt he/she will make.

Last, I hope tt ppl will know tt, ones life is nt decided when he/she is borned, but by themselves.U cant change the way,the family tt you were borned in, the parents tt you had.These are all uncontrollable but wat u can decide is how u wanna live ur life.You want a simple life,a responsible life,a normal life like all other humans have.Its up to u and of cuz, some things u have to work 4 it.It wont drop from heaven.The phase I believed in is my sec sch motto : What you believe is what you will achieve. The faith that u have is the deciding factor. Your faith is higher, the chances of successing is higher.

Guess I will end here.Slp Time! Gd Nite And hope this post is nt tt long wahahahhahahha

Wahahaha Enlightenment!

2007-04-23T03:11:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAHHA!Today is a gd day,I am in a gd mood.because I have gain enlightenment.I can infer tt,this 1 yr I have wasted on NTH!well,so I must get on my life!and go on with my studies.MY GPA 3.0 is my aim!JIA YOU LE!lol to myself hehe.First of all,I have to thx her which is my ex GF,named Leong Pek Kei - in chinese Liang Bi Qi 4 letting mi know SOOOOOO many things.Letting mi know wat is the world abt,wat has it changed and wat gals are made of.LOL.Well she oso gave mi a gd experience of wat is being in love!Wahahaha,and know wats is the price of being in love~lol...well thx 4 letting mi know how to be clever in the sense of in relationship wise.LOL.Anyway,u are still my gd friend la..Today is the day i should marked as,Enlightenment Day.

23th April - Enlightenment Day - new festival 4 mi lolz

What is happening to me sia?!?

2007-04-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

Today a new post!a few feelings of myself: sad and full of envy

While I was watching a show, these feelings got mi.Why?!?I donno.Maybe is due to the past experience tt I had and the recent break up of my loved ones.Maybe I am still missing her and wanted her back into my life.Haiz...y sia...I am the one who broke up and I am the one who is sad. =.= damn sian...yesterday,she met up with my bro and was concerned over mi and sms mi.I was happy in a way but at the same time,sadness came over to mi.Maybe I am too imature 4 all this things.I don really know wat to do.I need a GUIDE!but what I know is that,I have to concentrate on my studies now because this is a more impt aspect in my life rather den love life.Maybe she is my first love and thus I am missing her tt much.Well,I guess I have to wait 4 time to heal me...How I wish the phase can be changed.Time can heal all wounds to I can heal my wounds.Damn!I starting to not understand myself liao.kaoz lor.damn throw face =x.All I can say is,only when u lose her will u cherish her.But lets just say "Move on" to each other and at the very least,we can still be friends and friends can be more lasting rather den gf and bf.Anyway,I am losing faith on love when I gave up so much.So CHEERS TO FLIRTING LIFE!^^

Giving Up

2007-04-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

Yoyo...Here 4 a post after a loooong loooong time hehe...hard to start and hard to end,but in the end it ended with an sms.So sad but it just seems like dream and tt I have just woke up from it.A beautiful yr tt I have spend with u my love,with all sorts of gd and bad memories.Even though it has ended,but den at least our friendship will start here again.Remembering tt the day Nov 26 2005,Actually it was Nov 27 as it was over midnite lolz.I said tt I like u.We were sitting downstairs at ur hse.Haha...wat a funny scene LoLz.

Those days you came over to my hse and stay due to some factors...haha it was memorable when u were at my hse.The things tt we do together,when u cook 4 mi,the food was nice,the people are nice and most importantly,it was u who made it nice...sometimes i don like coming back hm den as u always nagged cuz i keep on playing computer and didnt bother u but den when u use the computer u oso don bother abt mi lolz...so we are of the same kind la ^^

When u left my hse,I was sad though but I didnt show it cuz I know u are not yet my wife and should not be staying at my hse 4 no reason but after sometime of staying together,bonds are forged and thats y I feel sad and also wanted to stop u from leaving,but in the end I didnt...haha...I rem u and mi always send greetings to each other even though we were in the apart and tt made mi feel so secured becuz it was such a surprise to suddenly see them in my mail...haha

After the incident that has happened whereby I brought alot of ppl to ur hse...actually i only asked ken and he brought along with him 3 more ppl + mi = 5..i did not wanted so many ppl and only wanted ken...I didnt suspect u and was just plain worried abt u as I feel tt it was my duty to make sure u are fine but well...u just got angry and scold mi and sent mi a email telling mi tt u wanted to break up becuz of tt...because of this incident,I knew our relationship has grown apart alot even though in the end u didnt break up with mi as I went to find u in Ikea and asked u if u really wanna break off.

U kept many things from mi and even though u suspected mi having another gf u didnt tell mi until we were watching open season and we chatted abit den u say it out.I was thinking "Am I such a disloyal person in ur heart?"but I was happy tt u shared with mi wat u has hidden inside ur heart.

Rem this yr valentine?I did a heart 4 u?fire heart 4 u,u know what it means?It means tt my love 4 u will nv stop burning until my heart has stopped.That was wat I wanted to convey to u.haha nice?Hope so...this yr was the yr u were so busy and stressed and tt u could not even give enough time 4 mi.But well actually I tot of meeting u once a week,maybe to have dinner and den i send u off home or u coming to my hse to stay over 4 a nite and as u know I like to have u coming over to my hse to slp as I was quite used to u slping beside u...and I could hug u.hehe... is a nice feeling to hug the gal tt I loved.

After tt,I rem tt I mention to u tt I wanted to be friend with after 1 week or so.Well I was kind of angry at the thought tt u always kept mi at a distance and still did not want to tell mi where u stay.It had been on my mind 4 very long as I feel tt trust is impt in a relationship and such simple thing u cant even trust mi,how are we gotta spend our dating days?

This 1 yr and 4 months,It was a happy and sad memories and that was wat having a relationship it was abt.Some things I wanna say abt myself is tt,I was quite immature 4 not able to understand ur stress as I don work there and I don know the stress there.But I know tt I am right in saying tt even though u are stressed,u should not give up on a relationship because of tt and if u give up on this relationship,it will only means tt this relationship is nt as impt as ur work.Well, it all depends on individuals lor...Since u think tt ur job is more impt den go 4 it...we have our different thinking la and I oso don wish tt u get stress from our relationship lor...being in a relationship is to be happy right?^^

So now all I could do is to wish u all the best to ur job and hope tt u could find a bf who suits u although not prefectly but close to prefect...forget abt this relationship and treat it as a memory of the past.We are still friends right?haha...Its hard to give up 4 mi but still life have to go on right?hehe...anyway last words is that I love you and I nv regretted it...even though I may tell my friends tt I regretted or what,but in my heart,I didnt regret because its fate which bought us together and love has made us happy,sad and angry with each other.I hope tt ours will be able to bring this kind of feelings in u again.haha...last but not least I still love u but I just hope 4 the best of both of us and thus this choice was made.Sorry and best wishes to ur life.You are a strong and cheerful gal.hehe

Fook Yuen from the bottom of my heart

BAD MONTH!~!

2007-02-04T23:40:00.001+08:00

This two weeks sux to the core...1stly exams is the main sucker,2nd is relationship,3rd is boring life.=x tmd the exams this sem is killer...ESPECIALLY ISNS,wtf sia....memory killer,Kills all ur memories cells in a day...having u to pour out everything u learn omg when i didnt go 4 quite some lessons....lolz...well relationship nth much to say de lor...having a gf = problem man....after this hor i gotta stay single...if not play abit LOL...be a bastard if I can wahahahaahahahahaha....tml = JSPG another programming module...hai boring shit....anyway....i guess i should end here....my post is precious u know...wahahahaha...=x....

Sunday

2007-01-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

Woohoo...went to sch early this morning despite the fact tt IT IS SUNDAY!god damn it man...have to get there so early when we were the backstage crews which helped out 4 2 CCA pts...A word 4 it = DOTS man.Anyway...at least today we didnt screw up the entire event and did quite well in terms of speed and the lvl of noise made when moving the things.And we finished it quite ok~woohoo damn song...and I got to take care of a cute little hamster 4 3 days~yay at least I wont be so bored and lonely le~woohoo~got a cute and adorable animal to pei wo...hehe

Hohohoho Oct 29th

2006-10-29T22:48:00.000+08:00

hoho today done nth but watch princess hours...sent by my friend by hard disk transfer...a korean show which is nice(I feel la) and touching, touch my heart though but luckily bo cry~~~lolz...if not very pai seh =x... and following this wanted to d/l the songs of the show and listen but in the end,there were actually songs in the folder inside!wow sadly, a song which I like cant be found still...so sianz~~~ T_T...anyway I guess tts all Good Nite EVERYBODY and sweet dreams to the ones around mi~

What Is Life?

2006-06-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

hoho...long time nv come here add something le i will be nice today since i am so free today and add something here...hohoho

In This World,What Do We,Humans Lived For?Lived To Get Married And Have A Wife And To Have A Son To Carry On The Family Line?Lived To Reproduce?Lived To Work And Die?Lived To Have Some Achievement?What Exactly Is Our Motive In Life That We Should Do And Prove Or Have In Our Live And Then We Could Die?

That is what i have been asking myself from maybe sec 3 or sec 4?Its a hard question as every1 have different views on this.Having ask this question myself,I cant seems to find any answers to it as I don even know what can i do after my death,where will i be after my life on Earth,Will I go to the so called Heaven or Hell?

Since u don even know whats ur motive in life and after death, What are we supposed to do after this boring,lousy life to some people?

So much questions to answer in my mind and I am wondering live is meaningful as it can do amazing things for example,in our body,we could create cells and even hydrochloric acid which is formed in the stomach and our stomach does not get corroded?tat is so.......Amazing.

So Sianz

2006-01-26T09:56:00.000+08:00

Harlow...come in here to test this post...lol

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